Does anyone just have those days where you wake up and you just can't believe your life is real because of how lucky you are? "Blessed" should replace the word lucky in reality, but still. Sometimes throughout my day I just loose my breath thinking of how lucky I am. My circumstances (housing, food, family, schooling opportunities, a job, etc) are ideal. How could I ever ask for more?
This past week has been one of those unbelievable weeks where I have realized how supernally blessed I am to have Jarem. Even though its been over 2 weeks since a letter from him (torture to its fullest extent!), I just can't believe it's happening to me. I complain a lot about my responsibilities and how difficult things are for me, but I still live everyday with the thought in my heart, " I wouldn't trade places with ANYone in this world." Nobody can truly understand how much I ache to not have him here... or how much it means to me to have him be home in 240 days!!! My life is a precious gift, and having someone like Jarem on my side gives me so much determination to make something wonderful out of it!
Jarem, you are the love of my life. Its unreal how much joy you give so unselfishly to me. Thank you for helping my life to be so full and so beautiful! I could not ask for ANYTHING more!!!


