Wednesday, September 9, 2009

09-09-09!

What a momentous day in history!! Only 269 days left of this mission business!! Yipee do hah! Plus, its 09-09-09, which I think is pretty stellar too. :)

Things are so incredibly busy for both of us. Jarem is a zone leader, which he doesn't like people knowing, because it draws attention to himself. Noone reads this blog anyways, so I guess its not that big of a deal... and I am getting ready for finals next week! I had to write something on 09-09-09, because that is a cool date and September is my favorite month ever! It blows my mind away to think that in about a years time, give or take a few days/weeks/who knows, we will be making our infamous trip to San Diego!!! Then I can rid myself of my hideously common last name! (Even though it's not a bad name...)

I just wanted to write a quick something for Jarem (seeing as how I'm in a test review and should probably be paying attention...). Jarem, I am SO proud of you! Throughout all of your duties and responsibilities, you are such an incredible example to me continually! You are tireless, diligent, and as always, obedient. You set the bar so high that some days I wish you weren't so good because it makes me look bad! :) I know people make it seem like we miss out on so much being alone for two years. It is lonely, and I do miss being around you. But what is it worth? What is the pay off? Why do I bother counting down days? I get glimpses at random times looking at the lives of those around me. Spending every day, every moment and those experiences that make life sweet and satisfying, with you, would completely surpass my deepest hopes and dreams. Having a best friend is an unspeakable blessing. Having a sweetheart and someone to love is wonderful. How I got both in the same person... will be a mystery to me forever.

On your missionary poster/countdown temple thing on the wall there is a quote that I love and it helps me on so so many hard days. It is a quote by the wife of President Boyd K. Packer that I cut out from the church news. It says, "When you see somebody as good as he is, you have to make the effort." That is completely true! When I see your picture on the wall and realize how much you are sacrificing to serve the Lord, it kicks my butt into gear! I want to be my best self, serve others, have more charity, live life more fully, and be obedient. You lift my eyes to higher goals and set my heart on purer objectives. Jarem, thank you from the bottom of my heart for not only being the love of my life, but for being my best friend through so much. You have truly given me wings to fly and accomplish so much in my life.

I love you. One day closer to you!!!