Friday, February 8, 2008

Happiness

Today I had an amazing spiritual experience with Ashley. I wont go into details about it, because it was so special and I'm positive that she remembers, but I do want to say that it was so special to me. Thank you Ashley for always having the spirit with you!!
Sometimes when life gets you down, just pray. Ask heavenly father to help you. The past few weeks werent that hard, but I just felt like I wanted so badly, to feel the spirit more. I would get frustrated with my busy school schedule and find it hard to have the best day. I had continuously simply prayed that I might feel the spirit more each day than I previously had. And today it finally came. It hit me like a ton of bricks...And there is one wonderful thing I can say about it.

I love this gospel, everything about it.

When you are frustrated and need help, pray. Always remember to pray. We are on his timetable. There are about six billion other people he is trying to listen to at the same time. Be patient, he will answer your prayers. If you feel lonely, sad, lost, or without comfort, pray. When you are at your worst times, thinking there is nothing else to do, pray.

This past night, I received a wonderful answer, a blessing, to my prayers. I had been feeling that school just kept dragging on, I was a little worn out. When life gets you down, pray. After praying again, sincerely, I almost instantly felt the spirit SO strong. It was nearly twice as strong as I have felt it in some time. I felt so happy! So excited, so humble, so warm, and so full of joy. That moment, I will call happiness.

In Mosiah 2:41 it talks about feeling a never ending state of happiness. That is what we should all appeal to. That is our hope, to have God with us, and feel of his never ending happiness. It may have been just for an hour or two that I felt so incredibly alive with the spirit, so calm, yet so joyful and warm, so peaceful, yet so excited to feel more. That short time is worth everything. It is worth praying for that extra room for the spirit. It is worth having the not so good days. It is worth everything.

Thomas Jefferson talked about happiness. Within the Constitution, he talked of the pursuit of happiness, and that a man could never attain actual happiness but had the inalienable right to pursue it. One day, when we can walk with God, we will feel of never ending happiness. We cannot comprehend the feelings and emotions we will have then. But I can say as for now, that when you have worked so hard, prayed, and struggled...when that day comes that you can feel of his love SO strong, its worth it all. Although our happiness here may be but for a small moment, it is worth all the effort.

Think of how amazing it will be to have Happiness always, with God...

Do all you can here and now to attain that, and He will bless you along the way, until you can walk with Him.

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