Thursday, May 22, 2008

Tender Mercies...

It has been a while since I have posted anything, and today I really felt touched by the Spirit and thought I would share my experience with Ashley.

To date, it is two weeks until I leave for the MTC in England. These past few days have been some of the most spiritual days of my life. Thinking about the new while in my life, living and serving in England, brings me to tears. Since a child, my dream has been to become a missionary as Elder Bednar spoke about a couple years ago. I have long pictured myself in a suit with a black name tag that says Elder Jarem D. Atkinson on it, just above the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I have desired this all my life and in two weeks I will be a representative of the Lord.

Knowing deep in your heart that you are doing what is right, is a feeling I cannot express with words. I can tell you I would not trade those feelings for anything in the world. There is no better feeling than to KNOW that you are returning to your Heavenly Father, that you are fulfilling your destiny and purpose of being on this earth. From family time, to alone scripture time, I know this to be what I should be doing, and where I should be going. It has been such a blessing to have my family all around me, meeting for basic yet vital activities such as family scriptures in the morning, and family prayer at night. These are some of the tender mercies I have experienced in the past little while that, although they may seem small, make all the difference in having a good day.

I am so excited to bring this wonderful and beautiful gospel to the people of England who are seeking the warm, infinite love that their Heavenly Father has for them. To be able to teach them of a member of the Godhead, the Holy Ghost, who warns us when we are in danger, comforts us when we are feeling down, and can testify to us that there is a divine power from above, namely a God, Heavenly Father, who loves each and everyone of us, and has a plan for each of us to return to Him, and be like Him, to have eternal families and the many great blessings therein. I am humbled and honored, blessed and comforted, to know that I will soon be able to share such experiences and blessings with you, Ashley, my sweetheart.

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